Fangirling status

Haha, sorry for creating this page, people! But I really need somewhere to yell out my fangirling status these days.

Basically, this page will be used for me to pour out something that is too short to be a post, too fangirling to be put in FB or TT, but too strong to be left unspoken. So you’re going to travel through my mood, thought and feelings which can be quite complicated and crazy sometimes!

So don’t ever read if you have nothing to do with my fangirling mode LOL

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21 Sept 2010

Work overload at the office; but oppa, I’m waiting patiently for 24th Sept.

What do you think? Can I get it? I’m crossing my fingers now~

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22 Sept 2010 1 am

 

I’ve done updating and revamping the site LOL

I tried about 10 other themes and then came back to the old one, thought I should stick to one basic theme from now on.

More wallpapers and photoshop works ~ *yawn*

Seriously miss you these days, oppa!

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22 Sept 2010 10:30 am

Happy Chuseok day to Seunggi and everyone!

We call it Mid-Fall Festival in our country, not Chuseok and the meaning of the festival is a little different, I guess ^^

*sign* again today my head is filled with expectation and intention again, but about another thing, not the thing of yesterday. I really should try to arrange those stuffs in my mind and start to take action soon!

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5  Oct 2010

Received Bee’s email today and feel so good reading her lines

It woke up my art passion again *sign*

Anyway, the visa application process is going well …

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10 Oct 2010

10-10-2010; I went to a firework display to celebrate 1000th anniversary of Hanoi tonight, oppa.

While waiting for the display, I listened to some of your songs

Just realized that I am thinking too much about going to your concert these days! Sign!

Because it’s so close but at the same time so far away~

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12 Oct 2010

For the past 2 days, there is a lot of work at the office!

Nothing really special. I just think of how to manage my work and my fangirlism at the same time

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20 October 2010

I went to the Korean Embassy yesterday! Ok, everything is good until now

Just the day before yesterday, I had headed to the Embassy without my passport and USD.

Silly, huh? ^^

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21 October 2010

Oppa, today I went to see 2 projects in Hanoi.

I came to one of the most vulnerable areas in Hanoi where people live on floating houses. And I hate the feeling that I can’t do anything to help them. Hanoi and its city light makes me forget that there are still people like this living right inside the city!

And this evening, I cooked and had an “international” dinner with our long-term vols. One year ago, I didn’t know that today I could sit there and eat rice with people from like 10 countries! When together we said “Mot hai ba, enjoy your meal!”, I think that I understand more a little about my work.

And oppa, I received my degree at university this morning, it’s good to see friends are still good and are going on different ways! I think I am earning the lowest salary among people ^^ But don’t worry, I am enjoying my life and my work to the max!

Today is a long day! I guess I have seen a little more, known a little more, experienced a little more, and hopefully grown a little more ^^

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29 October 2010

I’ve got my passport, my visa, my flight ticket and the last thing I need is a concert ticket!

Still on the way to get one! But trust me, I’ll do anything to get one!

Seunggi oppa, see you at the concert!

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8th November 2010

I’m leaving ALONE… leaving my lovely sunny city to Seoul in a few hours.

Heard that it will be raining there. Hope everything will be ok, oppa!

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21st November, Seoul

Just 17 more hours and I can see you on the stage!

I’m so sorry oppa I gave your autography to tryp yesterday. It’s just people should get what they deserve, it’s easier to live if you think in that way.

So see ya, oppa and all my Airen friends~

My trip is going to end~

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22nd November 2010

Finally it’s over, oppa!

Seeing you in the concert is like a dream to me.

I’ll have to say goodbye to Seoul, you and everybody else. I’m coming home…

Will miss this place, miss subway, miss seeing you in stores~

Hope that I can come back …

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24th November 2010

A gloomy day in Hanoi and I have no mood to work. Just want to talk about the concert and finish the account.

However, work piled up during the trip! I have to work now, oppa!

Fighting!

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29th November 2010

Aigoo, too bad, just now I realize that I have nothing from KBS and 1N2D.

Originally got Seunggi’s and Jongmin’s signatures and KBS pen but gave one to tryp and one to the Singaporean fan’s husband! And the pen to my sister 😦 Then lost the Huk CD tryp gave me on the bus! Huh, damn funny!

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21st December 2010

It was raining this morning in Hanoi, oppa! And it makes me remember the first day I arrived in Seoul, it had been raining just like this!
It has been exactly one month since the day I “met” you in the concert! I hope you’re still fine at your end!
Looking at the concert photos today recalled all the memories to me…

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27th December 2010

Oppa, I’m stuck with work. Totally. Finally.
You want soju? I wish we were drinking soju together now!
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2nd February 2011

What a January, oppa! Things have been crazy here and I hate to admit that work sucks recently! Ok, I’m just an ordinary girl who failed to pursue herself in this job! In this case, I like being pursued, but DENG! I can’t! That’s why I’m feeling pissed off and lost all the time, wondering what I am doing!

I have little time to organize my own fangirling schedule with you! Catching up with 2 lives at a time is not easy, especially when the other life I need to follow is yours, a super busy person’s one!

Too much for a last day of Lunar New Year like today! Oppa, you must have fun with your family in the US; otherwise, you were against all Airens’ wishes! Anyway, I seemed to unintentionally see you around a lot these days! It’s last week when I unintentionally heard “Everybody in Korea loves Lee Seung Gi” from Hun in STV house, then I was unintentionally given a Perioe toothpaste by my cousin! Then I unintentionally met a girl who is a fan of Suju and she was telling about her experience of attending Suju’s concert in Thailand, which definitely recalled my memories of the concert, of seeing you! I know it’s actually not “see” you! But you are like all around me, even if I’m not searching for you, why do you keep showing up? !! LOL

People may think I’m insane right now! It’s not totally wrong!

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1st March 2011

Oppa, I feel breathless and so heavy. Now I know how hard it be to be a bad person; you have to stand all the hateful eyes on you and pretend that you don’t know it. Facing those people again is even harder.

I feel like crying but so far I can’t. What should I do now?

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2nd March 2011

Monday, 1st day I moved to new department, I got into quarrel with volunteers and left office at 9 pm, back home at 10:30

Tuesday, meeting until 10:30.

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27th March 2011

Things have got a little better so far, but I still think of leaving. I don’t know what is waiting for me but I just want the feeling of moving on, not being stuck here!

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4th May 2011

I had a terrible mood today, oppa!
It was just amazingly awful when you had to faked smiles all days long with all the people you met! On the way back home, I just kept on thinking about work and ended up reaching home with no idea of how I had ride my motorbike! And the dark empty room suddenly made me wanna cry! I think I have been used to it, but it was criminally unbearable at that moment. I feel everything is wrong with me now, life, work, love!

But the empty room has its own advantage to me now; I don’t have to fake any other smile!

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21th Feb 2012

It’s almost 10 months since I last posted a status here. Time really flies!

Oppa, in the past 10 months, I have done a lot. Quited the tiring job, been to 4 countries, lived abroad for 3 months, backpacked for 2 weeks in Nepal and India, got a new job and started a new life. Somehow I have got back to normal life in Hanoi. And I have to mention the amazing meet-up in KL with Airen buddies. Once again, I sincerely thank you for bringing me such wonderful cross-border friendships!

5 responses

  1. Dimples

    Congratulations on completing your degree, for your first trip abroad and for attending Lee Seung Gi’s concert. 🙂 I am so happy for you. Enjoy and take care! 🙂

    November 8, 2010 at 12:38 AM

  2. Ha.art, I’m breaking when you said finish the account, I eventually read this after your last post. I hope you doing well in your job and still writing here. I really love your personality (which I found is heart warming through the post you left in other blogs), and even it doesn’t related to Seung Gi or all, I really love it.

    However, it’s all your choice. I really hope the best for you, now and later in the future.

    November 26, 2010 at 11:29 AM

  3. Ha.art, you don’t know how relieve I am seeing the snow fall into this blog.

    I’m glad you keep writing your fangirling status, I hope you doing well and I wish you’ll get substitute for all of them. Sincerely.

    Cheer up, God always have something behind his acts to you.

    December 1, 2010 at 2:14 PM

  4. Congratulations on completing your degree, for your first trip abroad and for attending Lee Seung Gi’s concert. I am so happy for you. Enjoy and take care!
    +1

    November 3, 2011 at 11:26 PM

  5. mui

    I really enjoyed reading and follow you day by day… I hope you are doing good and happy in somewhere.

    Hope Concert 2013 is coming. I hope fate will bring us to meet each other.

    August 29, 2013 at 10:44 AM

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